First_They_Killed_My_Father

‘Being unable to trust anyone except your family.It is not as worse as other events Loung had because Loung’s imagination:which also relates the desire of revenge to get from Pol Pot, to describe the disapprance of the members of family is much more pathetic and sad.Also one of the other aspect is how Loung challanges against hunger and her description of hunger as well.That is why those events are much more sad and worse. The fact that makes the revenge worse,is the description of Loung when she thinks how Pa, Ma and Geak were killed.Therefore, the killing of the family effects Loung’s desire which will be following her throughout the novel.The narrator wants to take the revenge because of what the Khmer Rouger has done for her family.’The water wahes away the dirt, but it will never put out the fire of hate I have for the Khmer Rouge’ said the narrator at the labor camp.Even if the children are trained as a part of the Angkar, the fire of revenge always burns inside Loung.’Hard and fast, I stab it, each time envisaging not the body of a Youn but that of Pol Pot.This quote shows how much Loung hates Pol Pot because he is the only responsible of all odds Loung had within First They Killed My father The reason why Loung had such a hatred and the desire of revenge against Pol Pot, is the killing of Loung’s family which increases the level of hatred and revenge much more higher.That is because, as known, Loung had a firm connection with her family and siblings.’Living life to the fullest, involves living it with your family’.These sudden deaths and seperation is the worst aspect told by Loung. In the book, sometimes the italic writing sytle had been used to descibe Loung’s feelings where all the key members of the family are told deeply.The loss of the family is worst as well.That is because, for such a little kid, the loss of the family would be the worst sight that no one could want to experience except those who lost their family during the regime and it actually happened to her.’The best thing in the world, is to have someone that loves you’.So losing her family gives the huge wound to Loung.To become an orphan makes the narrator confused after they all have gone.“Now it is all real. Now I no longer have to pretend to be an orphan. This is a use of irony .Loung’s life was going to be based on a lie.It is all real now because Loung was told to be an orphan, however she recently lost her parents.It is no longer neccessary to pretend herself as an orphan. One of the other worse aspect within FTKMF is hunger because the expression Loung used in the novel is so much effective. This much young kid would never complain anything else except lack of food.Whatever the narrator is given, nothing would make her happy.Therefore, food makes the first need of the narrator.Another fact that makes hunger the worse aspect is that Loung had embrasment and sadness for Geak who died in her five.There is a quote explaining this sadness.I stole her food and I’m letting her starve’.In addition to this quote, Loung always describes Geak’s face as swollen and is worried about her growing will be less than Loung did in Phnom Pen. In conclusion, the worst aspect is not being unable to trust anyone except your family. The worst aspect of this book are hunger and death and obviously, as a result of death, the hatred and the desire of revenge from Pol Pot who was the only responsible man of the killing of Loung’s family .Facts that makes those events worse and more worse are the viewpoints of Loung who always looks into the reason why those happened to her