Socially_Inept

Socially Inept Did you ever have the chance to do something you really wanted to do, but you just didn’t have the nerves' Well I encountered something similar to that. It started when I was thirteen, back in Junior high school. That was the awkward age when everyone was beginning to mature and grow those awful bumps all over their faces. Which we were told meant that we were growing up, but in my situation, pimples were not the problem, my weight was. I was 5’9 250 pounds, with my shoes off. My weight created an impact on my life that I will never forget, and most importantly it created a lack of self-confidence, which didn’t help my relation’s with others. It was a Friday night, and there was a social at the school. I spent an hour or so primping for the dance, making sure that everything was in its place. This was the night that I would take a chance and ask the most beautiful girl in school for a dance. She was around 5’4” with long blonde hair and the most gorgeous blue eyes I’ve ever seen, rivaling those of Paul Newman or Frank Sinatra. She wore a kind dance, night, wanted, over, myself, make, ask, walked, started, something, school, right, never, life, jessica, heart, going, didn’t, back, away, around, weight, turned, try, through, talking, sure, standing, smile, rejected, place, one, name, making, know, just