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To Love or To Be Loved?

2020-02-05 来源: 洋蜜蜂Online Tutor 类别: Essay范文

今天带来的范文是一篇充满感情的文章,第一段“没有什么比和你爱的人分享你的生活更好的了。但我有点左右为难——是选择我爱的前女友,还是选择爱我的女友”。富含作者的感情。

There is only one happiness in this life, to love and be loved.

— George Sand

There is nothing better than sharing your life with someone you love whom also loves you. But I am kind of stuck in between — to choose my ex, the one I love, or my girlfriend, the one who loves me.

Like a lot of other couples dealing with long distance relationships, my ex and I had a hard time being separated, especially when we were both immersing ourselves in our studies. The distance and time difference did not help. Our daily video chat became text messages, then weekly emails after a period of only two months. She became more and more insecure as I became less and less patient. She blamed me for not spending enough time with her and being insensitive, and I found her a bit unreasonable and inconsiderate. Eventually, the pressure mounted, and we had a huge fight that ended in us breaking up.

After a while, I found a new girlfriend from my school. She is very sweet, gentle, and kind, and loves me very much. She is not as pretty as my ex, but she is more emotionally stable and understanding. I feel relaxed and happy when I’m with her, even though she’s a little bit plain. Without the thousand miles of distance, we get to actually spend time together, to go to dinner, to the library, to the park … but somehow I feel like I’m missing something.

Just when I was blaming myself for not appreciating her enough, I received a message from my ex.

“I’m in your city now. Wanna meet up?”

A simple message like that totally rocked my world. I never thought we had another chance, not mentioned she would come so far from China just to be back with me. I went to see her behind my girlfriend’s back, had dinner with my ex and talked and laughed just like the old times.

We spent the day touring the city, but before we said goodbye, she stopped me on the street, and asked with a quiet bravery and blush on her cheeks, “Hey, do you think we could try to make it work again?”

I could barely look her in the eye, and replied in a low voice, “You know… I’m in a relationship now… she loves me a lot and I don’t want to hurt …”

“I see,” she stopped me from saying another word, and she smiled with tears in her eyes and said “You know I’ll be waiting for you, right? Goodbye now.” Then she ran away to her hotel.

I felt like I was being torn apart. I do not know what I should do. I like my girlfriend and she is crazy about me, but I love my ex. I enjoyed the passion between me and my ex but got hurt by that passion as well. On the other hand, I could have a peaceful and more mature relationship with my girlfriend, but it lacks that sense of wonder.

Does it make me a bad person for choosing my ex? What if we keep fighting after she goes back to China and we just go back go making the same mistakes? How should I explain this to my girlfriend? Why are we all so fickle? Why are we never satisfied with the one we are with? Is monogamy natural?

Questions like that have kept me up at night. I am not sure if I should follow my heart or my sanity.

Love is a mysterious, volatile feeling. Love is also a crazy desire; the more you aught to avoid it, the more your desire builds. I read a book once that said some young Japanese lovers choose to jump into the mouth of a volcano at the peak of their relationship, to make their love immortal at the height of their passion. Such situations are obviously rare in Japan, and would never happen in other countries. In traditional Chinese culture, people believe being faithful to your one true love until your death (从一而终 ). But for young people today who live in a global environment and have been deeply affected by western culture, it is really difficult to know who that one is. We are never satisfied with the person besides us.

Maybe if my girlfriends and society could accept it, I would choose both of them, one for stability and one for passion. But they would never accept it, and neither would society. Maybe this spirit has a biological purpose, to prevent us from being content, or to encourage genetic diversity and more dynamic social interactions. It’s very cruel that monogamy has become such a consistent social structure, if that’s true. But ultimately none of that matters, and what really matters is the fact that, if I’m really having these feelings and feeling this insecurity, it means that I still have feelings for the person that I truly feel passionate about.

The sun started to rise, and I felt like I had an answer. So I reached for my phone and called my ex, “Good morning.” I said.

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