A_Life_Not_Worth_Living

A Life Not Worth Living ­Locked In Silence Of Sadness The sun rising from the window in the corner, the alarms irritating ring, and the traffic outside. The things that start his day, a day that he does not wish to live through. This is day 0, out of the 16 years of his life. He has yet to be truly happy and he has lost the hope of trying to find happiness. Every night before he falls asleep he has the fear of waking up. This fear consumes him, his life, his everything. He can feel the cruelty around him. He wonders why this has been chosen as his fate, and not the next. He wonders about a lot of things. These feelings he has replayed in his head as if they are all he is made of. His smile is a mask. A mask glued to his face, his mouth is locked. He is determined to live in silence for the fear of his fate being sealed to the meaningless existence that he is forced to relive each day of his life. This boys soul is dead. This boy is me. I have always been forced to live my life in my own personal hell. life, never, one, happy, am, people, live, because, regret, always, say, person, much, feel, depression, made, love, make, loved, inside, hold, given, day, someone, sadness, nothing, mistake, everything, being, been, world, words, truly, sit, overcome, lot, learn, hard, feeling, fear, death, years, wish, things, saw, said, problems, presence, perfect, need