Darkness_at_Noon

Darkness at Noon Darkness At Noon In the novel, Darkness at Noon, by Koestler, Rubashov learns about himself, and makes an effort to cross the hazy lines between his conscience and his beliefs. Rubashov's realization of the individual aspect of morality is a gradual process, satisfying his internal arguments and questions of guilt. His confession to Gletkin reflects the logic that Rubashov had used (both by himself and his political regime), as well as his internal conflicts. He questioned the inferior value of the human, in respect to the priceless value of humanity. Rubashov's ideas on communism, he found, were blurred by his dedication to the Soviet revolutionaries, and ordeal that compromised his life to solve. In many ways, Rubashov was an antagonist to himself. One way Rubashov defeated his goal was by giving in to suit others. "The Party denied the free will of the individual - and at the same time it exacted his willing self-sacrifice… There was somewhere an error in the calculation; t! he equation did not work out."(204) Rubashov's confession implies a submission of his personal ego to a larger purpose, and he questions himself as to whether it is worth it. His ideals were not his own, but rubashov, himself, confession, party, guilt, death, rubashov's, own, humanity, guilty, sacrificed, questions, purpose, political, noon, logic, life, implies, felt, darkness, been, without, value, toothache, time, say, same, revolutionaries, revolution, relief, realized, rather, personal, must, mind, matter, made, led, last, larger, knew, internal, individual, ideas, ideals, however, history, gletkin, gave, free