Bipolar_Disorder

Bipolar Disorder I have been diagnosed with what is called a Bipolar disorder. For all of my life I have been moody, so I guess when my I had mood swings my parents chalked it up to being a teenager. I always knew that it was more than just moodiness, but I had no idea what was wrong with me. When I am in a manic state I feel empowered and clever. In this phase, people find me very charismatic I also love myself and others and am very creative and productive. I also make unwise decisions during this phase like investing in one of my creative ideas which are not realistic.My manic phases can also jump to irratbility and imparience with others, when I amin this stage of my manic phase all that I can see is that everyone is an idiot, and the world is against me. This is when my “charisma” wears off and I end up alienating people. Luckily, I have some friends and family that stick with me no matter what I do to hurt them. Eventually this manic stage wearsoff and I crash into a deep depression. I feel remorse and sadness for the harm that bipolar, people, am, stress, help, depression, myself, manic, doctors, trigger, suicide, stay, phase, one, mood, mania, manage, helps, disorder, been, time, out, now, make, life, friends, feel, eating, during, control, called, away, very, told, thanks, swings, state, stage, sleeping, sleep, set, schedule, saw, same, said, put, productive, over, others, never, moody